Eating The Grass
One afternoon, a wealthy lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw two men along the roadside eating grass. Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop, and he got out to investigate.
He asked one man, "Why are you eating grass?"
"We don't have money for food," the poor man replied.
"Well, then," the lawyer said, "you can come with me to my house."
"But sir," the man answered. "I have a wife and two children with me."
"Bring them along," the lawyer replied, and turning to the second man he added, "You come with us also."
In a pitiful voice the second man said, "But sir, I have a wife and six children with me!"
The lawyer extended his invitation to them as well. They all entered the car, which was no easy task, even a car as large as the limousine. Once underway, one of the poor fellows turned to the lawyer and said, "Sir, you are too kind. Thank you for taking all of us with you."
The lawyer replied, "Glad to do it. You'll love my place; the grass is almost a foot high."
The Desert
The Torah portion named "Bamidbar", which means "in the desert", is always read on the Sabbath preceding the holiday of Shavuos (this year May 26-27), when we celebrate the giving of the Torah at Sinai, 3,316 years ago, in 1313 BCE.(1)
Why?
One reason is because the Torah was given bamidbar, in a desert. But that only carries the question over: Of all places, why indeed was Torah given in a desert? Our sages describe Sinai as the marriage between G-d and His people.(2) Whoever heard of getting married in a barren desert?
The question should be further broadened. Why was it really necessary for the Jewish people to wander 40 years before entering the Promised Land? Was 210 years in Egypt, including more than 80 years of hard labor, not enough suffering? Why liberate them from Egypt only to put them through another 40 oppressive years?(3)
I wish to focus on three reasons for the relationship between Torah and the desert.
Absolute Sublimity
1) Had the Torah been given in a civilized city or community, people might have defined it as a product of a particular culture, milieu and environment. Sophisticated academics would explain to us the particular "genre" of Torah, as if it were an outdated, modern or post-modern piece of literature, an epic or lyric, a work of history, law, tragedy or philosophy. They would enlighten us as to whether Torah belonged to the time of the Athenians, the Hellenistic age, the Greco-Roman period, the Byzantine age or another period of civilization. Torah would be labeled, classified and qualified. It would be "put into perspective."
But Torah cannot be put into a particular cultural or artistic perspective. Torah is not culture, literature, art, history or fiction. Torah embodies the plain eternal truths about existence, life and destiny that speak in every language and in every age to every soul. The Torah cannot be reduced to a particular time frame or reference point. It benefits all the arts, but never competes with them. Professor Abraham Joshua Heschel wrote these elegant words about the Torah:(4)
"Why does the Bible surpass everything created by man? Why is there no work worthy of comparison with it? Why is there no substitute for the Bible, no parallel to the history it has engendered? Why must all who seek the living G-d turn to its pages?
"Set the Bible beside any of the truly great books produced by the genius of man and see how they are diminished in stature. The Bible shows no concern with literary form, with verbal beauty, yet its absolute sublimity rings through all its pages. Its lines are so monumental and at the same time so simple that whomever tries to compete with them produces either a commentary or a caricature. It is a work we do not know how to assess. Other books you can estimate, you can measure, compare; the Bible you can only extol. Its insights surpass our standards. There is nothing greater. In three thousand years it has not aged a day. It is a book that cannot die. Oblivion shuns its pages."
"Absolute sublimity." Such a work must be given, taught and transmitted in a desert. A desert is not associated with any particular culture or form of living. A desert is barren, raw, plain. A desert is not sophisticated; it's real.(5)
Ownerless
2) Had the Torah been given in a particular city or community, its inhabitants would have claimed copyrights on it. Had the Torah been given in Boro Park, Williamsburg or Crown Heights, these communities would claim "ownership" on Torah. "We know how to interpret Torah, how to assess it, how to appreciate it. It belongs to us." The same would hold true if the Torah was given in Benai Brak, Lakewood or the Upper West Side.
The desert, on the other hand, is ownerless. Nobody wants the desert (besides, of course, the Arabs, once the Jews settle it). It belongs to nobody. Torah, too, is ownerless. It belongs to every Jewish soul on earth. Nobody holds any "rights" to the Torah. It is the living, vibrant conversation of G-d with every living creature.(6)
Life In The Fast Lane
3) Had the Torah been given in a civilized and splendid terrain, we might have believed that its objective was to guide and inspire beautiful lives, splendid hearts and glowing souls.
But that is not Torah.
Torah does not tell us that life is easy and that faith is bliss. On the contrary, we were placed in a personal and global wilderness, and life is a battle. And it is precisely this battle that G-d intended us to face, day in and day out. Do not be disturbed or demoralized, the Torah teaches, by your challenges, your demons, your inconsistencies and your weaknesses. Do not be shaken when you do not live up to your highest aspirations, and often do not actualize or maintain your inspiration. Do not be discouraged, because the Torah was given precisely to pave a road in the barren desert of the human psyche and in the jungle of history.
Had the Torah been given in a beautiful city, then all we would have is a guide on how to live in beauty, in ecstasy, in an oasis of light. But Torah came to teach us how to transform a desert into paradise.
That is how the spiritual masters explained the reason for the Torah being given on a mountain. But why a mountain, and not flat land?
A mountain is essentially elevated earth. That is the profound message of Torah: With earth, gravel, dirt and mud, you must battle. That is intrinsic to the human condition and the reality of our world. Yet, you must remember that your mission is to elevate the earth, to introduce holiness and G-dliness into a mundane and dirty world.(7)
G-d did not desire holy people doing holy things; he wanted unholy people doing holy things.(8) He desired that earthly human beings become mountains of moral dignity and divine grace.
[My thanks to Shmuel Levin, a writer and editor in Pittsburgh, for his editorial assistance. My thanks to Rabbi Zushe Winner for his assistance in content.]
Footnotes:
1) Rambam, Hilchos Tefilah 13:2. Tur and Schulchan Aruch, Orach Chaim 428:4.
2) Mishnah, Taanis 26b. Midrashim and commentaries on the Song of Songs. Cf. Rambam, Hilchos Teshuvah, chapter 10.
3) The Bible records that the wandering 40 years was a punishment for the sin of the spies who persuaded the people to reject their mission of entering the land of Israel. But certainly, G-d could have punished them in different ways. Why did He choose this particular consequence?
4) G-d In Search Of Man, pp. 240-242.
5) A similar idea is expressed in Midrash Rabah, Bamidbar 19:26 and Midrash Tanchumah, Chukas 21.
6) Yalkut Shemoni to Yesro, Remez 275.
7) Sefer Hamaamarim 5655 p. 188.
8) See Tanya, chapters 27; 36.
One afternoon, a wealthy lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw two men along the roadside eating grass. Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop, and he got out to investigate.
He asked one man, "Why are you eating grass?"
"We don't have money for food," the poor man replied.
"Well, then," the lawyer said, "you can come with me to my house."
"But sir," the man answered. "I have a wife and two children with me."
"Bring them along," the lawyer replied, and turning to the second man he added, "You come with us also."
In a pitiful voice the second man said, "But sir, I have a wife and six children with me!"
The lawyer extended his invitation to them as well. They all entered the car, which was no easy task, even a car as large as the limousine. Once underway, one of the poor fellows turned to the lawyer and said, "Sir, you are too kind. Thank you for taking all of us with you."
The lawyer replied, "Glad to do it. You'll love my place; the grass is almost a foot high."
The Desert
The Torah portion named "Bamidbar", which means "in the desert", is always read on the Sabbath preceding the holiday of Shavuos (this year May 26-27), when we celebrate the giving of the Torah at Sinai, 3,316 years ago, in 1313 BCE.(1)
Why?
One reason is because the Torah was given bamidbar, in a desert. But that only carries the question over: Of all places, why indeed was Torah given in a desert? Our sages describe Sinai as the marriage between G-d and His people.(2) Whoever heard of getting married in a barren desert?
The question should be further broadened. Why was it really necessary for the Jewish people to wander 40 years before entering the Promised Land? Was 210 years in Egypt, including more than 80 years of hard labor, not enough suffering? Why liberate them from Egypt only to put them through another 40 oppressive years?(3)
I wish to focus on three reasons for the relationship between Torah and the desert.
Absolute Sublimity
1) Had the Torah been given in a civilized city or community, people might have defined it as a product of a particular culture, milieu and environment. Sophisticated academics would explain to us the particular "genre" of Torah, as if it were an outdated, modern or post-modern piece of literature, an epic or lyric, a work of history, law, tragedy or philosophy. They would enlighten us as to whether Torah belonged to the time of the Athenians, the Hellenistic age, the Greco-Roman period, the Byzantine age or another period of civilization. Torah would be labeled, classified and qualified. It would be "put into perspective."
But Torah cannot be put into a particular cultural or artistic perspective. Torah is not culture, literature, art, history or fiction. Torah embodies the plain eternal truths about existence, life and destiny that speak in every language and in every age to every soul. The Torah cannot be reduced to a particular time frame or reference point. It benefits all the arts, but never competes with them. Professor Abraham Joshua Heschel wrote these elegant words about the Torah:(4)
"Why does the Bible surpass everything created by man? Why is there no work worthy of comparison with it? Why is there no substitute for the Bible, no parallel to the history it has engendered? Why must all who seek the living G-d turn to its pages?
"Set the Bible beside any of the truly great books produced by the genius of man and see how they are diminished in stature. The Bible shows no concern with literary form, with verbal beauty, yet its absolute sublimity rings through all its pages. Its lines are so monumental and at the same time so simple that whomever tries to compete with them produces either a commentary or a caricature. It is a work we do not know how to assess. Other books you can estimate, you can measure, compare; the Bible you can only extol. Its insights surpass our standards. There is nothing greater. In three thousand years it has not aged a day. It is a book that cannot die. Oblivion shuns its pages."
"Absolute sublimity." Such a work must be given, taught and transmitted in a desert. A desert is not associated with any particular culture or form of living. A desert is barren, raw, plain. A desert is not sophisticated; it's real.(5)
Ownerless
2) Had the Torah been given in a particular city or community, its inhabitants would have claimed copyrights on it. Had the Torah been given in Boro Park, Williamsburg or Crown Heights, these communities would claim "ownership" on Torah. "We know how to interpret Torah, how to assess it, how to appreciate it. It belongs to us." The same would hold true if the Torah was given in Benai Brak, Lakewood or the Upper West Side.
The desert, on the other hand, is ownerless. Nobody wants the desert (besides, of course, the Arabs, once the Jews settle it). It belongs to nobody. Torah, too, is ownerless. It belongs to every Jewish soul on earth. Nobody holds any "rights" to the Torah. It is the living, vibrant conversation of G-d with every living creature.(6)
Life In The Fast Lane
3) Had the Torah been given in a civilized and splendid terrain, we might have believed that its objective was to guide and inspire beautiful lives, splendid hearts and glowing souls.
But that is not Torah.
Torah does not tell us that life is easy and that faith is bliss. On the contrary, we were placed in a personal and global wilderness, and life is a battle. And it is precisely this battle that G-d intended us to face, day in and day out. Do not be disturbed or demoralized, the Torah teaches, by your challenges, your demons, your inconsistencies and your weaknesses. Do not be shaken when you do not live up to your highest aspirations, and often do not actualize or maintain your inspiration. Do not be discouraged, because the Torah was given precisely to pave a road in the barren desert of the human psyche and in the jungle of history.
Had the Torah been given in a beautiful city, then all we would have is a guide on how to live in beauty, in ecstasy, in an oasis of light. But Torah came to teach us how to transform a desert into paradise.
That is how the spiritual masters explained the reason for the Torah being given on a mountain. But why a mountain, and not flat land?
A mountain is essentially elevated earth. That is the profound message of Torah: With earth, gravel, dirt and mud, you must battle. That is intrinsic to the human condition and the reality of our world. Yet, you must remember that your mission is to elevate the earth, to introduce holiness and G-dliness into a mundane and dirty world.(7)
G-d did not desire holy people doing holy things; he wanted unholy people doing holy things.(8) He desired that earthly human beings become mountains of moral dignity and divine grace.
[My thanks to Shmuel Levin, a writer and editor in Pittsburgh, for his editorial assistance. My thanks to Rabbi Zushe Winner for his assistance in content.]
Footnotes:
1) Rambam, Hilchos Tefilah 13:2. Tur and Schulchan Aruch, Orach Chaim 428:4.
2) Mishnah, Taanis 26b. Midrashim and commentaries on the Song of Songs. Cf. Rambam, Hilchos Teshuvah, chapter 10.
3) The Bible records that the wandering 40 years was a punishment for the sin of the spies who persuaded the people to reject their mission of entering the land of Israel. But certainly, G-d could have punished them in different ways. Why did He choose this particular consequence?
4) G-d In Search Of Man, pp. 240-242.
5) A similar idea is expressed in Midrash Rabah, Bamidbar 19:26 and Midrash Tanchumah, Chukas 21.
6) Yalkut Shemoni to Yesro, Remez 275.
7) Sefer Hamaamarim 5655 p. 188.
8) See Tanya, chapters 27; 36.